Revelation

As I sit here, in front of my LCD screen
Thinking deeply about how I'm almost eighteen
What I've gone through has truly been an adventure
From a slacker to a perfectionist, and yes, I'm sure

That I attempt to make perfection at every side
I won't quit until I am perfect from every side
Its a new found revelation, and I should mention
That this revelation has gotten rid of tension

Between myself and my mind, a devastating war
No signs of a clear winner, peace is still quite far
And I'm starting to take casualties mentally
But I'll reach perfection, eventually

Physically impossible, not even plausible
But I am above average, I'll make it possible
Unattainable, that's my finishing line
Either way, I'll make that possibility mine!