Friday, July 31, 2009

luxe's a fag! ;)

SINematic: i hate you luxe
luxeFAG: HAHAHA
luxeFAG: oh no
SINematic: FLUKE
luxeFAG: you love me
SINematic: :)
luxeFAG: :]
luxeFAG: can you play any instruments?!
SINematic: LOL
SINematic: i could play with your heart, does that count
SINematic: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
luxeFAG: WHAT
luxeFAG: HAHAH HOW LAME

J.R.!



Come back to toronto! :(

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Family.

I got you.


-
What do you do when a blonde throws a grenade at you?





Pull the pin and throw it back
-
A young ventriloquist is touring the clubs and one night he's doing a show in a small town in Arkansas. With his dummy on his knee, he starts going through his usual dumb blonde jokes when a blonde in the 4th row stands on her chair and starts shouting: "I've heard enough of your stupid blonde jokes. What makes you think you can stereotype women that way? What does the color of a person's hair have to do with her worth as a human being? It's guys like you who keep women like me from being respected at work and in the community and from reaching our full potential as a person. Because you and your kind continue to perpetuate discrimination against not only blondes, but women in general, and all in the name of humor!" The embarrassed ventriloquist begins to apologize, and the blonde yells, "You stay out of this, mister! I'm talking to that little shit on your knee."
-

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

M.I.A.

I suppose I have been missing for a few weeks.
Okay, enough of disappearing.
Time to refocus once again.

To do list;
i think i have three albums worth of raw untouched pictures, so gotta get on that!
Channel surfing mixtape cover,
new short film script idea.
and a bunch of other things
gonna sleep
or else i might not wake up.

later!

Monday, July 27, 2009

Forgetful Me.

I had an idea for another short story/short film but I'm forgetful.
I'm going to spend the rest of the day figuring out what I forgot.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Barbie Debut!

So I just came home like two hours ago from my closest friend's debut. Uh, I've known her for four years. Ever since our grade nine days. Oh lord, those were the days. We use to be hella close, but since I moved schools, we're not as tight as we use to be. But we still talk. Especially when we (mainly I now cuz she's found a long term boyfriend), find a prospect to share our hearts too. Okay ew, that was way too mushy. But she still listens to me and I listen to her whenever she hollers. Okay enough talk, I just wanted to update my blog because I felt the need to. Plus the posts before this one were kinda not happy.

So I'll end this off with a to do list...
Write reflection piece on trip to chicago.
photoshoooooooooooooots galore! i got ideas, but i need help ;)
music video?
fix retarted sleeping habit. (sleeping at four, waking at 1)

arright, that's all for now.
excuse me for the lack of proper grammer and punctuation etc etc.

until next time !

Friday, July 24, 2009

Speechless.



why did it hurt more than it really should've?

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Homesick.

I can hear the raindrops hitting whatever's in its path and it reminds me of my home.
I can smell the midnight monsoon happening right now, and it reminds me of my home.
I can see the blanket of the night, shadowing the scenery, and it reminds me of my home.
I can feel the cold midnight rain breeze, embracing my body, and it reminds me of my home.
I can say that I'm officially homesick once again.

I...

Just doesn't know what to do, it's not an easy choice and each choice sounds like it has it's own voice proclaiming it's the better choice.
So now, i'm stuck, not knowing what to do because quite frankly, i think i've fallen a little bit in love with you.
From our late night conversation, to our inner thoughts invasion, and our secretive liaisons.
Who am i to you, as a person?
You say words that make my soul feel warm, but that's just your charm.
I have the same one, and I know how to use it to make a chick melt at my arms.
I just don't know.
We took it slow.
And what do I have to show?
A progress that might have been a bit faster than a snail.
Another nail in my life story tale.
I just don't know.
I'm only human.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Move.

[02:58] this_cali_chick: sighhhhs
[02:58] this_cali_chick: okay maybe you do matter but i'll neverr admit that

i think the more i talk to her, the more i realize cali is where i want to be.

cali bound anyone?

Thursday, July 16, 2009

<3

I made her smile AND i got heart from her.
What an awesome start ot this day.



My Way.

she makes me happy
but i hate that
because when she's not around
i'm not happy
i'm only content
i want to stay happy, forever.
Ugh, this is despicable.
It's not me.
Yet, I want to stick with it.
I want her,
I... wanna be with her.
=\
I've never felt so strong before.
Not for them other chicks
Not for my ex's...
Except her.
Maybe that's why I want her so much
Because she reminds me so much of what I lost.
And I don't want to lose her.
I've never missed anyone this much.
It's sickening.
Yet she says it's cute.
It's not me.
Missing a chick isn't me.
Wanting a chick so bad isn't me.
Craving to hear her voice isn't me...

But I want to stay like this forever.

Because I know she's down for me, the way I'm down for her.

630.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

4AM.

Got me addicted like I have methamphetamine in my bloodline.

And I'm going through withdrawal, and there's only two ways this can go.

I stay addicted to you if you show up again anytime soon.

Or I become unaddicted.

Either way, I'm not gonna care anymore.
Because I hate feeling like that.
Feeling... whipped.
So I slept over it.
And it's amazing how much can happen when you time travel.
Eight hours later, and I realized... I shouldn't give a fuck.
It's not me.
I'm too chill to worry.
So, here's a shot.
Let's take a risk.
Waiting on you.
One last time.
Cuz I'm here.
For you.
But I'm not going to make a fool out of myself.
You got forty eight hours.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Thirty Six!

So I just uploaded thirty six, yes thirty six, new pictures to my flickr page. Or for those faithful followers who, for some unknown reason, checks my flickr page every freaking day, it's eighteen. And for those who ask if I photoshop my picutres, I do. For the sole purpose of keeping the beauty that I wanted to capture in the first place. You see, our eyes are complicated, so what you see, isn't exactly what's out there. A camera does not have the brain to process pictures to the beauty that I see. Therefore, I use photoshop to create that same beauty that I saw in the first place. Believe it or not, I see beauty in all my pictures. (:

Plain&Simple

Keeping it plain and simple. Like my new banner. Stay posted for new pictures. And I just made myself totally stalk-able on facebook. That means, random people outside my network and outside my friends network can add me. So if you're reading this and would like to get to know me, though I'm sure that there aren't any strangers stalking my blog, you can now stalk me through facebook.

http://www.facebook.com/sinematic
http://flickr.com/photos/sinematic

(:

Sunday, July 12, 2009

SNUCKS!




Just dropping by folks.
Have a safe summer!
I'll be back with more poetry etc later.
Stay safe!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Patience.

That's all I need. Need to keep reminding myself that. It's only a matter of time.

Focused on goals.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

o.o''

so, i'm almost finished "cleaning" my room.
let's recap the steps, shall we?

Steps to Cleaning my Room
1. Sort out clothes – from what to keep and what to give away
2. Get rid of junk, sort out CDs, throw out random garbage in my room.
3. Get rid of extra bed, place it in basement.
4. Rearrange room!
5. Finish with a smiley face!

As you can see, I changed some of it a bit.
And I'm half way there, because the fifth step is clearly so extra.

On another note,
I did update my flickr page.
Check it out if you've got the time.
But seeing as you're on my site, that means you've got lots of time
So CHECK IT OUT!

http://flickr.com/photos/sinematic

Until next time!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Hella Busy.

So, for the weekend, i plan to finish cleaning my room.
I started at 1PM July Four.
But I did write steps to cleaning my room.
I figure I'd share them with you.

Steps to Cleaning my Room
1. Sort out clothes – from what to keep and what to give away
2. Get rid of junk, sort out CDs, throw out random garbage in my room.
3. Get rid of extra bed, place it in basement.
4. Move my bed to the location of the extra bed.
5. Move computer to previous location of my bed.
6. Move my cabinets to the previous location of my computer.
7. Finish with a smiley face! :)

Hopefully I'll get to step four at the least.
I'm just taking a quick break, but if you wanna help me, you know how to reach me!

This is going to be a LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG day.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Haters.

He's got bare chicks? Where do you hear this shit?

It's hella hilarious.

Haters get flamed.

Watch out, trust is limited. Don't take my friendship for granted.

Be cautious. Word spreads faster than wild fire.

And haters get thrown in that wild fire.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Promises

My words aren't promising,
But I can promise you that my words are filled with sincerity and honesty,
Because I never want to lose you,
So forget I made you think,
Forget I asked a stupid question,
I'll just sit back on the sidelines
Wondering what ifs
Thinking what about us
Proclaiming that I will never leave you.
But I understand it's hard to give your heart away
Especially when people have given up before
I've been through that too, more than you know
I understand why you're questioning my honesty
Because I'll admit, I'm not always an honest guy
Except when I'm talking to you
People say I'm a nice guy, when I'm really not
But people insist otherwise
But I guess I'll just sit on the sideline
Because that's all I really am, everytime.
I'm JUST a friend, and I guess I always will be.
Until you give me a chance.
So I could prove to you that I will never leave you.
But hey, even if I am just a friend,
I'll still be here for you no matter what.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Cop This!





Okay, so this is a TicTac Productions Mixtape. But the cover and photo edits is done by yours truly. As you can see, it's a seventeen track mixtape, all beats, sadly no lyrics. Maybe his next mixtape will include more of the mic along with his OWN produced beats. Anyways, it's a Egotistic Productions x Sinematic Photography x Tictac Productions collaboration. But the majority of the work credit goes to Mr. Vince Ticsay, (find him at http://tictactalksandthoughts.blogspot.com/) a.k.a. TicTac, owner of TicTac Productions, obviously. Okay, enough ranting. Go get it already!

Download here for an awesome mixtape!

I'm In Over My Head

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your ...

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind