Thursday, July 16, 2009

My Way.

she makes me happy
but i hate that
because when she's not around
i'm not happy
i'm only content
i want to stay happy, forever.
Ugh, this is despicable.
It's not me.
Yet, I want to stick with it.
I want her,
I... wanna be with her.
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I've never felt so strong before.
Not for them other chicks
Not for my ex's...
Except her.
Maybe that's why I want her so much
Because she reminds me so much of what I lost.
And I don't want to lose her.
I've never missed anyone this much.
It's sickening.
Yet she says it's cute.
It's not me.
Missing a chick isn't me.
Wanting a chick so bad isn't me.
Craving to hear her voice isn't me...

But I want to stay like this forever.

Because I know she's down for me, the way I'm down for her.

630.

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