Friday, June 6, 2008

Continuing The Journey..

Hold up - Are your rhymes are copyrighted?
They are? So I hav the right to copy 'em?
But i wont - Cuz i can write better versions
So i will - I feel my sleeping mind emerging

Rising - Like the fame of Wentworth Miller
And yet - My mind is acting like a gambler
Taking a leap of faith when the odds are against me
Praying that I won't be written in the obituary

I write my wrongs hoping to be saved
So I let my thoughts bring me to my grave
Pessimistic thoughts are forbidden in here
So be optimistic when your facing your fears

Face your fears? That's calling upon death
I'll fight off temptation up to my very last breath
Stay away habits, I don't need you anymore
I fought you off before, I kicked you out the door

I love it how i see you everywhere even when i think i'm free
It's like your always on my mind - or is it that you're stalking me?
Every corner, every hiding spot, i see you with your shining eyes
Smiling an evil smug, while i'm trying to say goodbye

You must be deaf, i know you can hear me clearly
I'm screaming as loud as i can, please leave me be
I don't need you anymore, i don't need your company
I locked you in the depths of my mind and lost the only key

So why is it you return when I feel truly happy?
I can hear you breaking free, screaming "love me!"
But i don't feel that way about you, just let me go
Like Jesus said, Man cannot live only on dough

Yes, I'll admit i gave in easily, back when i was a fiend
I hear them calling out to me asking where have i been?
Old habits die hard, but i refuse to give up
I recognize my mistakes, enough is enough

I'm happy where i am right now, so please leave me alone
You should be proud that i don't need you, I'm on my own
Yes, old habits do die hard, but i keep mine under control
I let them free sometimes, but only cuz they keep me whole

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Addicted to Lumines

Let's warm up.

Hold up - Are your rhymes are copyrighted?
They are? So I hav the right to copy 'em?
But i wont - Cuz i can write better versions
So i will - I feel my sleeping mind emerging

Rising - Like the fame of Wentworth Miller
And yet - My mind is acting like a gambler
Taking a leap of faith when the odds are against me
Praying that I won't be written in the obituary

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Hello readers. I know, I have taken a small hiatus from my writings. Only because i have been distracted lately. With what you ask? Something i like to call, daydream. I have been daydreaming a lot recently. Trying to bring up some sort of inspiration from the depths of my mind. With that said, I am proud to announce the start of my new story. For those of you who don't know, which is probably most of you, I usually write love stories that end up in ironic situations. Why? Because I feel like its the one emotion i try to understand. That, plus i have a lot of influence of relationships and situations that it ends up in. I find that love stories can be twisted and turned and plotted up to the point where it has more curves than a curvy line. Enough with random blogging. Time to put a backbone to this site. People have been complaining that this is just random blogging. Which it is. But they said that i should practice my english skills and put it into a proper structure. With that said, I am starting my one specific topic rule. Each blog, i will vent on my thoughts about one specific topic. Feel free to comment about the topic or something totally random. I'd like to get some ideas for new topics to share my opinion for.

Confidence is one of the many gifts you can give to someone. It'll give them the courage to stand up and perform or even to be less shy. Confidence can be brought out from compliments, aspiration and inspiration, and bringing out the best in people. I was at a dance practice visiting my girlfriend. It was the audition for the dance team and i just happened to be there. I'm no dancer. And I emphasize on NO. I don't dance. Grinding doesn't count. A monkey can do that. So i was bored and i tried out their choreography. It was fun i might add. Learning the steps and practicing it to perfection (as perfect as i can make it). For some reason, i ended up trying out for the dance and auditioning. I have no idea how that happened, but i did. I don't know if i made it or not, (somehow doubting that i did), but i'd be pretty damn proud if i did. That's not where my confidence came from that day. It came from the judges who were bringing out what they thought i did well. My first time ever doing choreograph and they thought i did pretty goood. Much love and thanks to the judges of that day. You guys made me more confident about trying new things and i might try again next year.

Another place where i gained some sort of confidence that night was when i was complimented by my friend. One of my other friends was trying to make me jealous, so she "stole" my girlfriend from me. Needless to say, i don't get jealous. It's just how i am. She persisted that i was jealous and just wasn't showing it. Then my friend said how "why does he have to be jealous for? Angelo isn't that type of person. He's so humble." That gave me confidence that i am a good person. Because lately, i've been wondering if i was.

Am i a bad influence or a good influence?

On another note. Thank you for reading and i am also proud to announce that i am thinking of starting a vlog. But don't worry, I will keep on writing down thoughts. Or do a combination of the two? Who knows what the future has in store. I just find it a bit old school to be blogging. Take care readers. Until next time!