I'm back!
Just updated my flickr page, go check it out.
After a ten day hiatus, I got my priorities straight, and my focus focused. Anyways, this is what made my night, I thought I'd share it with you guys.
I'm back, now, go check out my flickr page. I took ten days off this place just for you guys and those photos,
Okay, I lie, but hey, it's the thought that counts.
I've been hella busy, but here you go !
http://flickr.com/photos/sinematic
christine ! says (1:17 AM):
aww angelo you're so good
and so passionate
i'm happy for you
christine ! says (1:22 AM):
haha no but srsly i'm so happy for you that you've found somethingyou love. instead of wasting yoru life on the itnernet liek me. haha. it's good your'e making something of your talent and really expressing yourself through art
i admire that, srsly.
christine ! says (1:43 AM):
nah, angelo. you're lucky you're not having to deal with a disease or loss.
and you should take the depression you feel and turn it into positive energy that you use to move forward in your life.
christine ! says (1:44 AM):
as long as you're living there's always hope for change and improvement. no matter how screwed up things might get there will always be hope to change things as long as you're alive. the only thing that can ever stop you from achieving your dreams if death. other than that anything is possible. truly.
christine ! says (1:45 AM):
and you're young. you've got a long ways to go. i knwo you'll be able to clena up whatever mess there is and start over and be happy.
christine ! says (1:46 AM):
just keep at it and be strong and positive. there's no reason why things won't get better. as long as you strive to make it better.the strife you're going through right now will only make the victory sweeter. and things will be alright. you can trust in that because God's with you and God's already won it all
just keep on keeping on and be patient with your life. good things come to those who wait. you're happiness is coming, angelo. whatever's happening right now is just preparing you for it.
christine ! says (1:47 AM):
and don't forget to pray.
Showing posts with label Quotes and Supports. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Quotes and Supports. Show all posts
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Speechless!
m'dear says (12:29 AM):
we are! and I miss being close
and i know it is mostly my fault for that
i've been so busy, and that's not an excuse for putting our friendship aside
m'dear says (12:30 AM):
i really like being close to you, we were such good friends
and we became close really quickly too!
i do miss you, and i really do want to hang out with you
.lєzαdα,αngelo; zero says (12:31 AM):
awe!
i'm touched
that means a lot
i think i'm going to blog that!
if it's cool with you!
and i owe you so many stories! D:
and poems
etc
.lєzαdα,αngelo; zero says (12:32 AM):
i've been loafting on everything !
m'dear says (12:32 AM):
oh goodness, i don't think my writing is worth your blog
and goodness! you don't owe me anything
but, I really am serious about what I said
your friendship means the world to me, and i don't want to lose it
and it's all because of you
m'dear says (12:33 AM):
you always put the effort to just type those to letters "hi" to me whenever i get the chance to go on the computer
and it really does mean a lot
it's my turn to put effort into our friendship
thanks for always being there angelo lo lo lo!
you're amazing, i truly do mean that
.lєzαdα,αngelo; zero says (12:35 AM):
awe, i'm speechless! D:
m'dear says (12:35 AM):
lol. well that's a first
i'm kidding
i just wanted to tell you that
we are! and I miss being close
and i know it is mostly my fault for that
i've been so busy, and that's not an excuse for putting our friendship aside
m'dear says (12:30 AM):
i really like being close to you, we were such good friends
and we became close really quickly too!
i do miss you, and i really do want to hang out with you
.lєzαdα,αngelo; zero says (12:31 AM):
awe!
i'm touched
that means a lot
i think i'm going to blog that!
if it's cool with you!
and i owe you so many stories! D:
and poems
etc
.lєzαdα,αngelo; zero says (12:32 AM):
i've been loafting on everything !
m'dear says (12:32 AM):
oh goodness, i don't think my writing is worth your blog
and goodness! you don't owe me anything
but, I really am serious about what I said
your friendship means the world to me, and i don't want to lose it
and it's all because of you
m'dear says (12:33 AM):
you always put the effort to just type those to letters "hi" to me whenever i get the chance to go on the computer
and it really does mean a lot
it's my turn to put effort into our friendship
thanks for always being there angelo lo lo lo!
you're amazing, i truly do mean that
.lєzαdα,αngelo; zero says (12:35 AM):
awe, i'm speechless! D:
m'dear says (12:35 AM):
lol. well that's a first
i'm kidding
i just wanted to tell you that
Friday, July 31, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Artist Statement.
Q: Why do you consider yourself an artist?
A: I consider myself an artist. Artists use their talents to get their message across, they have an undeniable passion for their creative outlet, they never let anyone's words break their way of self expression and they never let anyone get in the way of their dreams. So yes, I am an artist.
Q: As an artist, what do you think of other people's work?
A: Self expression, you can't judge that. There's no such thing as a bad artwork or even a written. It's all self expression like I always say. But some art work are just so eye-gasmic, you can't help but say, damn, they're hella great.
Q: What's your biggest inspiration?
A: Everything. I see beauty everywhere. What's not beautiful about our world?
Q: Do you follow that stereotype that creative minds work best at night?
A: Sadly, yes. Sometimes I stay up till the birds start chirping finishing a poem.
Q: What's the your ideal working space?
A: As a photographer, a plain coloured wall, preferably white or beige but eye blinding colours like lime green or purple are just as good, a computer and the love of my life, Iris, my d60.
Q: Why'd you pick the arts?
A: Self expression. You can't speak your mind in math, at least not in the same way. I've got a lot on my mind all the time. Art and english helps me relieve those thoughts.
Q: Did you always want to go into the arts?
A: LOL, no. I planned to be a mathematical genuis or a science nerd. I still am. It's kind of hard not to be when both your parents work in banks in IT Programming with a computer science/engineering major. It also doesn't help that math, science and history were their favourite subjects.
Q: What do you want to be?
A: I want to be perfect. But I figure that's an impossibility. We're humans, so perfect is out of our reach. Oh, you mean life wise? I'd like to be a photographer. But to be honest, I'm still hoping for winning the 20 million jackpot and travelling the world with Iris.
Q: Aside from your professional work, what else do you use photography for?
A: Professional? LOL. Photoshoots with friends for fun, an excuse to chill and break out my d60. Need a new profile display picture? Find me. Haha.
Q: Describe yourself in one word.
A: Human.
Q: What are you wishing for?
A: That I find a couple model and a girlfriend who'll let me take countless pictures of her beauty. LMFAO.
Q: Anything else you want to tell your readers?
A: What readers? Uh, thanks for the support you've given me and look forward to my new pieces coming out soon. Sorry for being a lazy fatass that I am.
A: I consider myself an artist. Artists use their talents to get their message across, they have an undeniable passion for their creative outlet, they never let anyone's words break their way of self expression and they never let anyone get in the way of their dreams. So yes, I am an artist.
Q: As an artist, what do you think of other people's work?
A: Self expression, you can't judge that. There's no such thing as a bad artwork or even a written. It's all self expression like I always say. But some art work are just so eye-gasmic, you can't help but say, damn, they're hella great.
Q: What's your biggest inspiration?
A: Everything. I see beauty everywhere. What's not beautiful about our world?
Q: Do you follow that stereotype that creative minds work best at night?
A: Sadly, yes. Sometimes I stay up till the birds start chirping finishing a poem.
Q: What's the your ideal working space?
A: As a photographer, a plain coloured wall, preferably white or beige but eye blinding colours like lime green or purple are just as good, a computer and the love of my life, Iris, my d60.
Q: Why'd you pick the arts?
A: Self expression. You can't speak your mind in math, at least not in the same way. I've got a lot on my mind all the time. Art and english helps me relieve those thoughts.
Q: Did you always want to go into the arts?
A: LOL, no. I planned to be a mathematical genuis or a science nerd. I still am. It's kind of hard not to be when both your parents work in banks in IT Programming with a computer science/engineering major. It also doesn't help that math, science and history were their favourite subjects.
Q: What do you want to be?
A: I want to be perfect. But I figure that's an impossibility. We're humans, so perfect is out of our reach. Oh, you mean life wise? I'd like to be a photographer. But to be honest, I'm still hoping for winning the 20 million jackpot and travelling the world with Iris.
Q: Aside from your professional work, what else do you use photography for?
A: Professional? LOL. Photoshoots with friends for fun, an excuse to chill and break out my d60. Need a new profile display picture? Find me. Haha.
Q: Describe yourself in one word.
A: Human.
Q: What are you wishing for?
A: That I find a couple model and a girlfriend who'll let me take countless pictures of her beauty. LMFAO.
Q: Anything else you want to tell your readers?
A: What readers? Uh, thanks for the support you've given me and look forward to my new pieces coming out soon. Sorry for being a lazy fatass that I am.
Friday, June 12, 2009
ROFL
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:50 AM):
oh God, I think I am/will be clingy
[One of life's mysteries, solved.]
And an insight to what the fam at Egotistic Productions talk about.
nik; says (1:54 AM):
thats
common sense
sorry marcus
ur a hopeless romantic
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:54 AM):
I hate it
nik; says (1:55 AM):
i enbisioin
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:55 AM):
I hate her
I hate girls
nik; says (1:55 AM):
a clingy future
AHA
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:55 AM):
I'm going gay
fuck it
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:55 AM):
^good job karl, you got him into that gay swirl again.
nik; says (1:55 AM):
and u hate that u love her so
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:55 AM):
and, it could go both ways, like his sexuality.
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:55 AM):
I don't love her
I love myself...who bears no resemblance to her
I love myself because I have a penis
I love penis
nik; says (1:56 AM):
...
that last part
came out wrong
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:56 AM):
and yet it's going on my blogspot.
nik; says (1:56 AM):
get it?
LOOOOOOOOOL
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:56 AM):
I mean it all
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:57 AM):
i call ducktales
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:57 AM):
okay fine
but I meant everything before the turning gay part
oh God, I think I am/will be clingy
[One of life's mysteries, solved.]
And an insight to what the fam at Egotistic Productions talk about.
nik; says (1:54 AM):
thats
common sense
sorry marcus
ur a hopeless romantic
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:54 AM):
I hate it
nik; says (1:55 AM):
i enbisioin
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:55 AM):
I hate her
I hate girls
nik; says (1:55 AM):
a clingy future
AHA
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:55 AM):
I'm going gay
fuck it
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:55 AM):
^good job karl, you got him into that gay swirl again.
nik; says (1:55 AM):
and u hate that u love her so
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:55 AM):
and, it could go both ways, like his sexuality.
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:55 AM):
I don't love her
I love myself...who bears no resemblance to her
I love myself because I have a penis
I love penis
nik; says (1:56 AM):
...
that last part
came out wrong
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:56 AM):
and yet it's going on my blogspot.
nik; says (1:56 AM):
get it?
LOOOOOOOOOL
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:56 AM):
I mean it all
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:57 AM):
i call ducktales
OMFGit'sMarcus! .I'm sorry...but NoCanDo says (1:57 AM):
okay fine
but I meant everything before the turning gay part
Monday, June 8, 2009
Travis McCoy Poetry.
Makes me wanna write again.
-
Bartender!
"Yeah I hear your wise ass, give me a minute."
I'm trying to get this round over here.
"What do you think I'm just working for you here?"
Actually, will you, will you send a drink, to the lady at the end of the bar? Yeah that one right there.
"Here you are man."
Yeah, yeah. It's on me. Tell her it's from Travie.
"It's from this guy over here."
From the second she shimmied in
I was intrigued by her essence
And my first instincts to make sure that my presence was felt
Simple and plain
I'm probably jumping the train
But all I could see was my name engraved on her belt
Hit the pause button
Damn!
I don't even know this girl
And I'm already practicing my sweet-nothins
But that's a classic trait of a soft-spoken, heart-broken, fellow like my self best believe (pussy)
I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve
But that night the Jagermeister had my sleeves rolled up
Wait a minute, hold up
I think she caught me grillin' now I'm spillin' my drink (don't look don't look)
I knew our feelings were in sync so now she gave me the wink
The only problem is, I'm not your ordinary, average Romeo
A Cyrano de Bergerac (shut the fuck up)
In fact, I remember back in fifth grade
I tried to read the book of love, but sadly
The introduction didn't grab me
So I left it on the shelf and kept moving
Assuming that this planet rotates
I'll just procrastinate until the day I bump into my soulmate
Who would've thunk I would be pissy ass drunk when time came for collision
So I made the decision to just keep my composure (cool cool)
Until she started getting closer
And then I felt this weird feeling underneath my left shoulder, and then I
Slipped, tripped, busted my lip and fell in love
The minute that she stepped in the door
The type of girl I'd have to make a couple mix tapes for
To me she equaled MC squared and everything else was mathematics
I never took the time to practice
Ok, continued
What's next upon the menu?
Hmm, maybe I should crack a joke
Attack and ask her if she smokes
Cause I can't seem to find my matches
And that could break the ice but
I'm a bad actress with three lighters I acquired the previous night
And there I was do or die
She was approximately five feet away from my frame
So I decided to take a stride, swallow my pride, tellin' her my name like
Hello miss, my name is Travis
Just a ordinary cat, I'm into art and fuzzy rabbits, kinda smart with a big heart, you can have it
See you find that funny
I'd love to buy you a drink but I got bent and spent my money
But would you kindly accept a raincheck
Perhaps some deep chit chat
She didn't think twice, nodded her head and said "I'm with that"
By the way do you have some matches?
She's like, "no, but there's a lighter right in front of you"
And now we both giggling
This girl's so crazy, got my gullet jiggling
Fiddling with my feelings like an out of tune piano
Like I'm on ritalin
The way she's got my undivided attention dismissin' any thoughts of lettin' this one get away
The bombs been detonated
I'm just waitin' for an explosion, I was just waitin' on 2nd and it was time for me to close in on 3rd
With blurred vision and in, precisely placed slurred words we started kissin'
Man listen, it was like a scene from a very bad B movie with a very low budget
But fuck it, I was drunk and I admit I loved it
Every last second, I couldn't kill that thought of us butt ass naked
Tele' surfin' with the fan on, chattin' about the session and, slowly gettin' into some closet skeleton confessions
That's when, she made a offer that I couldn't refuse
And chills went up and down my legs like Samoan tattoos
She said she had a pad that wasn't too far away, and said she'd love if I stayed 'til the following day
So it was time to exit stage left, I made my rounds, gave my pounds and hugs, gathered my thoughts and took a deep breath
And now we're walkin' to the door but, right before we stepped outside she bought me one more
And now I'm feelin' it, I had my had down my pocket but she's stealing it,
with our fingers in a locket and as we're walkin' down Exchange Street, with
our hearts pitter pattering to the same beat
And then she popped the question like "Trav, you evah been in love?" I'm like "pshhh not that I recall"
Well there was one situation, but I didn't have the patience, or the balls to say it and everytime I tried I just digitally delayed it
And it sounded like something blah blah blah blah, man my speach impetement left my heart vacant without a single resident
The first tenant got evicted the second she settled in, I seen her the other day riding my bike and kept peddlin'
If it wasn't for meddlin' kids would love even exist nope, if it wasn't for alcohol would I even be saying this nope
She probably took offense, I probably started gettin' sober 'cause she started gettin' ugly and I think probably told her
Then my feet got heavy, I started drippin' sweat, knew I was gettin' into something I'd probably regret
Right when I lit the cigarette I caught a case of the spins, and started wishin' I was still at the bar with my friends
And then it happened, I fell flat on my face
When I awoke I found I was in a very strange place
I must've got my wish granted 'cause I was butt ass naked, but the only downside was that the room was very vacant
Except next to the bed there was this note on the dresser, while I'm tryin' to deal with this hangover head pressure
With a smile I grabbed the note, lit a smoke and sat back, "Dear whoever, lose my number P.S. the sex was wack"
-
Bartender!
"Yeah I hear your wise ass, give me a minute."
I'm trying to get this round over here.
"What do you think I'm just working for you here?"
Actually, will you, will you send a drink, to the lady at the end of the bar? Yeah that one right there.
"Here you are man."
Yeah, yeah. It's on me. Tell her it's from Travie.
"It's from this guy over here."
From the second she shimmied in
I was intrigued by her essence
And my first instincts to make sure that my presence was felt
Simple and plain
I'm probably jumping the train
But all I could see was my name engraved on her belt
Hit the pause button
Damn!
I don't even know this girl
And I'm already practicing my sweet-nothins
But that's a classic trait of a soft-spoken, heart-broken, fellow like my self best believe (pussy)
I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve
But that night the Jagermeister had my sleeves rolled up
Wait a minute, hold up
I think she caught me grillin' now I'm spillin' my drink (don't look don't look)
I knew our feelings were in sync so now she gave me the wink
The only problem is, I'm not your ordinary, average Romeo
A Cyrano de Bergerac (shut the fuck up)
In fact, I remember back in fifth grade
I tried to read the book of love, but sadly
The introduction didn't grab me
So I left it on the shelf and kept moving
Assuming that this planet rotates
I'll just procrastinate until the day I bump into my soulmate
Who would've thunk I would be pissy ass drunk when time came for collision
So I made the decision to just keep my composure (cool cool)
Until she started getting closer
And then I felt this weird feeling underneath my left shoulder, and then I
Slipped, tripped, busted my lip and fell in love
The minute that she stepped in the door
The type of girl I'd have to make a couple mix tapes for
To me she equaled MC squared and everything else was mathematics
I never took the time to practice
Ok, continued
What's next upon the menu?
Hmm, maybe I should crack a joke
Attack and ask her if she smokes
Cause I can't seem to find my matches
And that could break the ice but
I'm a bad actress with three lighters I acquired the previous night
And there I was do or die
She was approximately five feet away from my frame
So I decided to take a stride, swallow my pride, tellin' her my name like
Hello miss, my name is Travis
Just a ordinary cat, I'm into art and fuzzy rabbits, kinda smart with a big heart, you can have it
See you find that funny
I'd love to buy you a drink but I got bent and spent my money
But would you kindly accept a raincheck
Perhaps some deep chit chat
She didn't think twice, nodded her head and said "I'm with that"
By the way do you have some matches?
She's like, "no, but there's a lighter right in front of you"
And now we both giggling
This girl's so crazy, got my gullet jiggling
Fiddling with my feelings like an out of tune piano
Like I'm on ritalin
The way she's got my undivided attention dismissin' any thoughts of lettin' this one get away
The bombs been detonated
I'm just waitin' for an explosion, I was just waitin' on 2nd and it was time for me to close in on 3rd
With blurred vision and in, precisely placed slurred words we started kissin'
Man listen, it was like a scene from a very bad B movie with a very low budget
But fuck it, I was drunk and I admit I loved it
Every last second, I couldn't kill that thought of us butt ass naked
Tele' surfin' with the fan on, chattin' about the session and, slowly gettin' into some closet skeleton confessions
That's when, she made a offer that I couldn't refuse
And chills went up and down my legs like Samoan tattoos
She said she had a pad that wasn't too far away, and said she'd love if I stayed 'til the following day
So it was time to exit stage left, I made my rounds, gave my pounds and hugs, gathered my thoughts and took a deep breath
And now we're walkin' to the door but, right before we stepped outside she bought me one more
And now I'm feelin' it, I had my had down my pocket but she's stealing it,
with our fingers in a locket and as we're walkin' down Exchange Street, with
our hearts pitter pattering to the same beat
And then she popped the question like "Trav, you evah been in love?" I'm like "pshhh not that I recall"
Well there was one situation, but I didn't have the patience, or the balls to say it and everytime I tried I just digitally delayed it
And it sounded like something blah blah blah blah, man my speach impetement left my heart vacant without a single resident
The first tenant got evicted the second she settled in, I seen her the other day riding my bike and kept peddlin'
If it wasn't for meddlin' kids would love even exist nope, if it wasn't for alcohol would I even be saying this nope
She probably took offense, I probably started gettin' sober 'cause she started gettin' ugly and I think probably told her
Then my feet got heavy, I started drippin' sweat, knew I was gettin' into something I'd probably regret
Right when I lit the cigarette I caught a case of the spins, and started wishin' I was still at the bar with my friends
And then it happened, I fell flat on my face
When I awoke I found I was in a very strange place
I must've got my wish granted 'cause I was butt ass naked, but the only downside was that the room was very vacant
Except next to the bed there was this note on the dresser, while I'm tryin' to deal with this hangover head pressure
With a smile I grabbed the note, lit a smoke and sat back, "Dear whoever, lose my number P.S. the sex was wack"
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Smile.
I honestly just want to smile again. I never knew feeling human was so cotdamn hard.
--------------
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:10 AM):
trying to.
but shit b,
i hate bitches
LOL
rae says (1:10 AM):
LOL
what u mean
LOL
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:11 AM):
okay lemme rephrase
i'm never going to believe anything a drunk tells me
rae says (1:11 AM):
LMFAO
LMFAO
LMFAO
what did she tell u
hahaha
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:13 AM):
things that i feel stupid for believing
http://illicitdesire.blogspot.com/2009/06/blank.html
rae says (1:15 AM):
...
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:18 AM):
highlight the whole thing b.
rae says (1:18 AM):
ohhhhh
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:18 AM):
press CTRL A
rae says (1:18 AM):
...
and who is that chick?
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:20 AM):
the drunk that told me things
rae says (1:20 AM):
awwww
rae says (1:21 AM):
thats bad yo
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:21 AM):
i'm pissed at myself about it
rae says (1:21 AM):
yea u should me
be *
rae says (1:22 AM):
damnn
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:23 AM):
^ tahnks for making me feel better
rae says (1:23 AM):
LOL
naw it was a reality check
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:23 AM):
i know
but it's not doing anything
rae says (1:24 AM):
aw
are u friends with her ?
I need someone who can keep up with me. I want someone agressive, who pushes me to my breaking point where I just want to scream. Someone who will tell me that I'm not always right and I should apologize for the things I do wrong. I need someone who's going to set me straight because no one has ever cared enough about me to try. <#33
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:25 AM):
that's deep.
and true
rae says (1:26 AM):
i know
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:27 AM):
you nkow what i hate?
rae says (1:27 AM):
?
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:27 AM):
i dont' mean to sound hella concieted
rae says (1:27 AM):
..
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:27 AM):
but the fact that i know i'm a good guy, and i can't freakin find a girl out there wroth my time.
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:28 AM):
people always tell me
rae says (1:28 AM):
aw
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:28 AM):
you're a nice guy
you're a good person.
where does that get me
falling for the wrong chicks, getting involve with chicks that someone like me don't belong with.
and why?
cuz i love to flirt.
cuz i love being needed
because i feel purposeless if i can't make SOMEONE smile.
rae says (1:29 AM):
well
nothing's wrong with that.
i mean
i dont know what to say. but what i think is that, u shouldn't worry that u cant find the right girl thats worth ur time and stuff.
rae says (1:30 AM):
i know u pretty well. you ARE a good guy. and i know ur alwasy down for whatever
and yeah, you always make people smile even though u cant make urself happy
you see. there are always going to be those people who wont give two fucks about you and just tease you and play along because theyre bored and "love to flirt" as much as u do.
rae says (1:31 AM):
but there's nothing u can do about it. i mean, i dont wanna brag. but just wait.
i mean, i know it gets lonely at times
at times u need the love, i know
but dont u find it better to stay and wait instead of dating some chick that doesnt really care? or falling for a girl, she says shes into you ,but really she isn't. so ur on that "one way love thing"
rae says (1:32 AM):
you're an awesome guy. honestly, i would totally date you and be down for you.
i would love to be your girlfriend, honestly. but its kind of hard doing that whole long distance relationship thing especially if i havent met u face to face yet.
rae says (1:33 AM):
i can probably consider you as one of my bestfriends, but there's always going to be that" its only internet" but its amazing how you've proved yourself more than how people in cgy are to me
we're probably not bf and gfs
and i dont think u need one now.
you just want love
everyone wants love, i want love
but its hard to actually find it
when ur eally want it
rae says (1:34 AM):
so just take ur time. it gets lonely at times, but just let it go. it'll come to you by surprise. and i know uve heard that 684896204 times already and u probably dont wanna hear it
but its the truth. there's nthing u can do if u havent "found the right" girl. you will ,and i know you will. im SURE you will.
rae says (1:35 AM):
so dont be so bumbed that u fell for what that chick said
im like that too
when u flirt with me, i miss being taken
i miss having someone call me during the day to ask me what im doing
or holding m
or even talking to me 24/7
i miss having someone who makes me smile
and treats me out
rae says (1:36 AM):
dont worry. you'll be fine. its not only you feeling like this,
there are 8925029 people too. so dont worry
you'll be fine.
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.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:10 AM):
trying to.
but shit b,
i hate bitches
LOL
rae says (1:10 AM):
LOL
what u mean
LOL
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:11 AM):
okay lemme rephrase
i'm never going to believe anything a drunk tells me
rae says (1:11 AM):
LMFAO
LMFAO
LMFAO
what did she tell u
hahaha
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:13 AM):
things that i feel stupid for believing
http://illicitdesire.blogspot.com/2009/06/blank.html
rae says (1:15 AM):
...
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:18 AM):
highlight the whole thing b.
rae says (1:18 AM):
ohhhhh
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:18 AM):
press CTRL A
rae says (1:18 AM):
...
and who is that chick?
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:20 AM):
the drunk that told me things
rae says (1:20 AM):
awwww
rae says (1:21 AM):
thats bad yo
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:21 AM):
i'm pissed at myself about it
rae says (1:21 AM):
yea u should me
be *
rae says (1:22 AM):
damnn
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:23 AM):
^ tahnks for making me feel better
rae says (1:23 AM):
LOL
naw it was a reality check
.lєzαdα,αngelo; says (1:23 AM):
i know
but it's not doing anything
rae says (1:24 AM):
aw
are u friends with her ?
I need someone who can keep up with me. I want someone agressive, who pushes me to my breaking point where I just want to scream. Someone who will tell me that I'm not always right and I should apologize for the things I do wrong. I need someone who's going to set me straight because no one has ever cared enough about me to try. <#33
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:25 AM):
that's deep.
and true
rae says (1:26 AM):
i know
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:27 AM):
you nkow what i hate?
rae says (1:27 AM):
?
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:27 AM):
i dont' mean to sound hella concieted
rae says (1:27 AM):
..
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:27 AM):
but the fact that i know i'm a good guy, and i can't freakin find a girl out there wroth my time.
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:28 AM):
people always tell me
rae says (1:28 AM):
aw
.lєzαdα,αngelo; stfu. says (1:28 AM):
you're a nice guy
you're a good person.
where does that get me
falling for the wrong chicks, getting involve with chicks that someone like me don't belong with.
and why?
cuz i love to flirt.
cuz i love being needed
because i feel purposeless if i can't make SOMEONE smile.
rae says (1:29 AM):
well
nothing's wrong with that.
i mean
i dont know what to say. but what i think is that, u shouldn't worry that u cant find the right girl thats worth ur time and stuff.
rae says (1:30 AM):
i know u pretty well. you ARE a good guy. and i know ur alwasy down for whatever
and yeah, you always make people smile even though u cant make urself happy
you see. there are always going to be those people who wont give two fucks about you and just tease you and play along because theyre bored and "love to flirt" as much as u do.
rae says (1:31 AM):
but there's nothing u can do about it. i mean, i dont wanna brag. but just wait.
i mean, i know it gets lonely at times
at times u need the love, i know
but dont u find it better to stay and wait instead of dating some chick that doesnt really care? or falling for a girl, she says shes into you ,but really she isn't. so ur on that "one way love thing"
rae says (1:32 AM):
you're an awesome guy. honestly, i would totally date you and be down for you.
i would love to be your girlfriend, honestly. but its kind of hard doing that whole long distance relationship thing especially if i havent met u face to face yet.
rae says (1:33 AM):
i can probably consider you as one of my bestfriends, but there's always going to be that" its only internet" but its amazing how you've proved yourself more than how people in cgy are to me
we're probably not bf and gfs
and i dont think u need one now.
you just want love
everyone wants love, i want love
but its hard to actually find it
when ur eally want it
rae says (1:34 AM):
so just take ur time. it gets lonely at times, but just let it go. it'll come to you by surprise. and i know uve heard that 684896204 times already and u probably dont wanna hear it
but its the truth. there's nthing u can do if u havent "found the right" girl. you will ,and i know you will. im SURE you will.
rae says (1:35 AM):
so dont be so bumbed that u fell for what that chick said
im like that too
when u flirt with me, i miss being taken
i miss having someone call me during the day to ask me what im doing
or holding m
or even talking to me 24/7
i miss having someone who makes me smile
and treats me out
rae says (1:36 AM):
dont worry. you'll be fine. its not only you feeling like this,
there are 8925029 people too. so dont worry
you'll be fine.
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